Dream of Him?

3 hari berturut² saya bermimpikan sang arjuna yang sama.dan dia juga berkata kata² yang sama. Aku tidak faham pada mulanya. Bangun dari tidur seawal 6pagi. Aku terus menulis kata² beliau. Kalau lah aku boleh rakam mimpi itu. Macam real~ 


Kata² beliau (lebih kurang seperti ini..)


"Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet. I'll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn't shine Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray But I just can't do it today. I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep But each time I close my eyes Memories of you flash through my mind But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality Because I know now, you and I weren't ever really meant to be."


Aku pernah update di twitter " plz go away from my dream..!" But now i start to miss U. hope to see U in my dream again. I just want to say sorry....

My worst day ever!~ a.k.a TEARS DAY!

July 9th, 2011 (noon shift)

Hari ini seperti biasa

Bangun dari tidur,and get ready go to work.

Oh ya..aku sempat update twitter dan membalas semua notification kwn² di laman muka buku.

gelak sorang² dengan status² mereka.

Sampai di tempat kerja, as usuall, ada briefing.

Aku mengambil tempat duduk paling depan.

tak pernah²~

Duduk sebelah kak brenda.

Pengumuman dari DM

"as u all know, we gonna reshuffling u all.."

"And i already select 1 of our team member"

"Ernawati, u r selected. U're going to TEAM A. No heart feeling."

i was like......OMG!!!!!!! y me?????

Im totally down after the announcement~

why me? why me?

Aku sangat x puas hatiiiiiii!!!

Diorg kata nak balance kn Senior ngn Jr dalam team.

Tapi dri awal masuk AA, diorg kata theres no SENIOR & JR. ALL is SAME!

(at Surabaya/Bandung counter)

Aku mmg x dpt fokus on tht day..

Aku bukan x suka transfer to the other team.

Aku dah cantekkk² plan schedule,but they only told me on the last day of working! wtf!

Tak salah kn bgtau awal², so i can be prepared! 

Dari start aku buka ctr, air mata aku mmg xble tahan....

Abg Fadzleigh ckp "kenapa ko x lawan?"

How bang?? diorg sndiri x tnya aku..after tht announcement pon xde pgi tnye² aku..

tu tandanya mmg sda FIXED la...cant change anything.

I spoke to Balraj (DE)..he told me to face to face wth her.sms 1st.

But i call her tht i want to meet her after work.

She said........

"i know u want to meet me regarding of the transfer rite"

"Tak boleh lah.."

n i "plzzzz kak.." (tears ordy fall down)

"Nanti x fair dgn semua org...takkan sorg² i nk entertaint.."

u really pissed me off~ blur for a moment~ how i want to reschedule back my plan.

• Kursus kahwin (supposed on 16-17july) on my offday. kalo masuk team A mmg off dh xde!!
• Transport ( totally different rooster wth my fiancee!)
• Going to bandung end of month to buy souvenir for my wedds!!

Argggghhh!!! sakitnya hati...Mungkin i hve to start all over again (ingat senang~!) sial la!

I would like to thanx for my lovely LENG LOI FIONA! u je yg faham prasaan i tym tu. tengs fren! i dunno how to stop to cry if not bcoz of ur SMS. Really comfort me~huhu..

i want to share her sms c: makes me smile evrytime i read it.

Erna.. Be tough. Don't cry.. i love u :( i even miss u.. 

U're so nice of friend since i know u.

Always keep in touch pls. 

Fb me Tweet me Call me SMS me

Love, fiona.

second sms... ^_^

Don't cry my sweet dear.. U're always my best friend

i've ever be with.. I appreciate n i enjoy everytime doing ctr

wth u, u noe.

U & i laugh and make joke non stop. i really miss u..

feel so terrible too when i heard tht u're shuffling..

Sucks management! :((

syg u syg u..dont cry ya...

U r my truely friend tht i've ever met FIONA HUI TENG a.k.a AH LOI ^_^

OFFDAY SELAMA 4 HARI! WOW! plan dh hancur. duk rumah je la~ TERIMA KASIH YA!F!

Good Night Sleep [Fireflies]